I remember walking out of my sanchaar feeling……….”peace” and stillness but then i saw the the faces of my “loved ones” look at me with shock, apprehension and a mixture of joy and sadness…………..”shes so young” “shes going to regret this one day” all this i was able to read from there faces………….

 The feeling i had dreaded came……..fear, confusion like i child who has lost her parents while on an outing……….oh waheguru why do i feel like this? This is my path………this is my destiny yet why do i fear to take my first step on this beatiful path u have laid before me?

to be contined………..

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh Jio

 wow my very own blog………with wahegurus kirpa i have always wanted to have a blog…….its nice to simply type without worry about getting a response……its a nice way to share ur feelings and thoughts and if waheguru does kirpa these words may be of help to anyone who stumbles across this………….the errors and mistakes are all mine and anything u take away as positive is Waheguru…………

Lets start……well ive lead a very colourful and i am one of the biggest manmukhs out there but waheguru blessed this murakh with Amrit on September 8th 2007……….The sanchaar itself was very small and intimate……there were only four of us…….and elderly couple, myself and a beloved veerji, you could say we were a family……2.4children…….i wont attempt the put into words how and what i felt after the sanchaar because feelings are emotions experienced at such a blessed occasion cannot be communicated by mere words……..but for those of you who Waheguru has done the greatest kirpa on and have tasted Guru Gobind Singh Jee’s sweet ambrosial necter, i hope can contemplate the feeling of giving ur head to waheguru……………………

 So i begin this blog as an attempt to follow a murakh’s journey through sikhi

 Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh (“,)