{"id":16,"date":"2008-04-10T03:12:56","date_gmt":"2008-04-10T10:12:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/2008\/04\/10\/who-am-i\/"},"modified":"2008-04-10T03:12:56","modified_gmt":"2008-04-10T10:12:56","slug":"who-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/2008\/04\/10\/who-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Who am i?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/av-7908.gif\" title=\"av-7908.gif\"><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/av-7908.gif\" title=\"av-7908.gif\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/photo-7908.gif\" title=\"photo-7908.gif\"><\/a>Indentity&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.recogition&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;praise&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..appreciation&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;look them up in a dictionary and you will find very different meanings for them all&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;but look inside yourself&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;these words cease to exist&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..but born is the dependancy we have on these things&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.We depend on &#8220;knowing&#8221; we exist&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.we cannot take satifaction that there is a being that created us and he is watching us, appeciating us where we remember Him, comforts us when we cry out in pain, listen to the rambling of our mind, lifetime after lifetime as a patient lover who dotes on every word his beloved speaks&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/av-7908.gif\" title=\"av-7908.gif\"><img src=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/av-7908.thumbnail.gif\" alt=\"av-7908.gif\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Oh waheguru&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;this cannot continue&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..i cannot control this mind&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;why should i? it not my to control&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..when there was You&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..i did not feel the separation that we call Me, Them, I, You&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.&#8221;I&#8221; dont want to be anywhere where there is no You, Where You are, that is where I am because You are me and I, You&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;please help me realise this&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..i want to fall into your arms&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..i want to love you with a depth that know no bounds&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.im dead being separated from you&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.i knw nothing&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.i feel nothing&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.expect the pain of not being with You&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..i cannot see&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.everything has become dark&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.i cannot hear&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;when your God Song is not sung&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.the howling of the winds resounds with emptiness&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.i cannot to speak&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..even to utter your priase comes with your will&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.how can i be with you?<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/photo-7908.gif\" title=\"photo-7908.gif\"><img src=\"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/files\/2008\/04\/photo-7908.thumbnail.gif\" alt=\"photo-7908.gif\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Who am I?&#8221; as soon as we pose this question to our unfaithful mind&#8230;&#8230;..it takes us on a journey to the surface of our mind and the flith, uncertainties, vunerabilities, insecurities WE harbour&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..this confortation cannot be handled by an idle mind&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.this is the stage where the majority of us reside, quite happly, in this bubble of self denial&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;so we look to the world, draw comparisions&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..listen to the Guru but think about aplying it later&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..who are you, who am i?\u00a0 Are we anything? are we everything.?&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.this journey of self discovery is one that we must all go on&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.if we are to achieve to the key the the Door of Liberation&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.<\/p>\n<table border=\"0\">\n<tr>\n<td align=\"left\" vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"4\" face=\"GurbaniWebThick\">mU lwln isau pRIiq bnI ] rhwau ]<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"2\" face=\"Arial\"><em>I have fallen in love with my Beloved Lord. ||Pause||<\/em><br \/>\n<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td height=\"10\" align=\"center\" vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td align=\"left\" vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"4\" face=\"GurbaniWebThick\">qorI n qUtY CorI n CUtY AYsI mwDo iKMc qnI ]1]<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"2\" face=\"Arial\"><em>Cutting it, it does not break, and releasing it, it does not let go. Such is the string the Lord has tied me with. ||1||<\/em><br \/>\n<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td height=\"10\" align=\"center\" vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td align=\"left\" vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"4\" face=\"GurbaniWebThick\">idnsu rYin mn mwih bsqu hY qU kir ikrpw pRB ApnI ]2]<br \/>\n<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"2\" face=\"Arial\"><em>Day and night, He dwells within my mind; please bless me with Your Mercy, O my God. ||2||<\/em><br \/>\n<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td height=\"10\" align=\"center\" vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td align=\"left\" vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"4\" face=\"GurbaniWebThick\">bil bil jwau isAwm suMdr kau AkQ kQw jw kI bwq sunI ]3]<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"2\" face=\"Arial\"><em>I am a sacrifice, a sacrifice to my beauteous Lord; I have heard his Unspoken Speech and Story. ||3||<\/em><br \/>\n<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td height=\"10\" align=\"center\" vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td align=\"left\" vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"4\" face=\"GurbaniWebThick\">jn nwnk dwsin dwsu khIAq hY moih krhu ik\u00aepw Twkur ApunI ]4]28]114]<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td vAlign=\"top\"><font size=\"2\" face=\"Arial\"><em>Servant Nanak is said to be the slave of His slaves; O my Lord and Master, please bless me with Your Mercy. ||4||28||114||<\/em><br \/>\n<\/font><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Indentity&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.recogition&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;praise&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..appreciation&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;look them up in a dictionary and you will find very different meanings for them all&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;but look inside yourself&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;these words cease to exist&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..but born is the dependancy we have on these things&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.We depend on &#8220;knowing&#8221; we exist&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.we cannot take satifaction that there is a being that created us and he is watching us, appeciating us [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.sikhsangeet.com\/justme\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}